ADmitting

By: Shelbi Henny

cradling the existence
to float 
bridging the ability 
to stay hidden 
in my animation
dwindling in the 
mist 
resenting everything 
that happened before
you 
holding my breath
as my face turns
purple and blue
my heart racing 
towards you 
air evaporates into
presumptions
you've taken me under
rapture 
to admitting 
i love you 
underway to liquidate 
the paper trail 
of 4 page letters written 
over and over again 
falling over
and over again