once said now how

By: shelbi henny

Stimulating the 
disappointment 
With longing smeared
And stained
Like red lipstick 
I can never figure out
The official 
Or connect the mythical 
Silence that battles
Between tears and broken 
Promises 
What's scattered
And what you are leaving behind
What's figment 
And whats truly mine
Hearts are like 
untouchable stars
Yet you feel divine
Cracking blue skies
For mahogany clouds
Familiar storms that
Brew into time
Leave me here
Remembering you say 
You would never leave my
Side
Difficult to comprehend 
What's been confessed 
To now
When only thing you 
Ask is how