suave

By: shelbi henny

I was bound to you
Cutting like a knife
I went to war
With my heart and mind 
Debating if this was
Something new or tangled
Like before
Is this complicated 
When my heart only wants
The simplicity
Could it exist for me
To easily fall in love
When so many red flags
End up at your door
So insecure with my time
That it lingers in the
Abstinence 
Calling me into your arms 
I know nothing of you
But calculating only half of
You
Can I trust you with it all 
Can I bare arms to a stranger
So involved
Feed into the story 
Solving mysterious
Replaying victories
Only realizing that it was
Staged
How can i complain 
Catastrophic initiations
I decided to play