patterns of fear

By:Shelbi Henny

shadows tremble from the morning 
i forgot all that i wanted
living brief moments
drinking in interactions
when its almost figured out 
i flee to the mountains 
wishing to stay so simple
but together its so complicated
i hate it 
puzzle pieces fall in place
whats before my eyes
living so reckless
i no longer complain 
just a new riddle everyday
and i hope you change me 
but yet can you understand 
my reactions progressed overtime
after blank encounters
lonely nights 
stolen innocence
and forgotten goodbyes
shielding the encrypted
some much is missing
my patterms survive