losing insecurity

By: Shelbi  henny

spacing out the natural instinct
taking the dynamics 
of releasing toxins
placing myself in a different habitat
changing zip codes
stumbling on private islands 
when once basking in deserts
exiting to fatal distractions
that breaks its trance
awakening the visual delinquency 
once had
feeling relief of visions
and clear signs
unwrapping callings and blessings
after ruptures
insecurity diminishing
configuring the codes that sync
to capitalizing on gifts 
that were hidden in lover's chains
tackling the fetal position
that surfaces bullies 
creating heroes in wild systems 
I was a delinquent
platonic in comprehending the truth
I was recovered
not clean
distracted now I can see