Oct

by: shelbi henny

a sanction in
devouring the senses 
to vanquishing the disdain
I've said your name 
50 times today
ive shed a tear each time
and though fear 
dangles in my spine as 
i wish you here
the regret bursting in 
languages
moving me to dwindle 
in suffocate
loving you was the phantom
of eternity
and hearing that this is 
temporary 
when the pain in each hour
and second muffles
pleds 
to see your face again
just to tell you that i'm sorry
and how much i love you 
how you changed my life
and definitions and meanings
you surrendered to life
yet i died saying goodbye